Wanting things

It’s wanting things that gets us in trouble, X tells me, it’s when you start wanting things that you start being watched and followed, that’s when they start making ready for you. Then the void opens up under you. Then we have to stop wanting things, I say. Exactly, he says, but how do we do that? What am I saying, I say, you’re off your fucking nut, I can want what I want. Go ahead, he says, see what happens.